Norman Weinstein: Elegy for Roswell Rudd
Elegy for Roswell Rudd: Curtain Calls With Glissandos Galore
just nerve-jazzed getting off Wilshire then
mysterious left turns then soccer field arises,
horizon fills with team of middle-aged realtors, one
puts a trombone in my face
“HERE!” & tosses cornball straw
hat “HERE!” so trombone wraps
itself boa-bodacious around shoulders & neck,
while hat turns into half-
assed mute, Dixieland dollar store style,
& someones shouting orders, pretend we’re buffo-Bourbon
Streeters, with two other (mute) trombones,
three (silent) trumpets & (unbeaten) circus
bassboom drum. Photographer fat guy ex-realtor
so knows score with gimmick-gaudy photo
shoot for some Realtors Association calendar
its paying so push on, trombone millstone & feather
then three voices shout “YOU’RE HOLDING IT WRONG!”
so go limp as they position my head ramrod straight, cheeks cave, &
few minutes later its over, a twenty slides into a drenched left palm.
apt charade payment?
Roswell, you were there in that instant when
first time trombone grew tendrils, twitching in
hands searching, slide-stutter, a few notes rising then 82 years
compress into instant second line, busted straw hat hangs from
bone’s toothless gaping brass
mouth tonight. Without you how will it remember
how to guffaw in face of no vocal
real in their estates? That trombone shoved into a face
links us. Piercing Second Line dirge wails. Cock an ear at right
angle & “HERE!” on both sides of the curtain “HERE!” “This
is real.” Next numbers from your childhood radio days, its
Ghost Riders
in the
Sky . . . . .
You come in on the next chorus,
HERE